phew. now even busier before the holidays. im getting my engine started, study mood. rarely touch the computer nowadays. it's like, wow. how could i stand not to touch even the mouse for one day?! haha. nothing is impossible yea? actually should be sleeping by now, but couldnt stand not blogging for like few days adi. haha. normally almost everyday i post. but hardly find a little free time to blog, so here my sleeping time is sacrificed. okay, results were out, exam papers were back. except for physics and mathematics. border line. not to say very super bad, but i dont like the results. these results are not what i wished for the coming spm. now i start to study everyday. though after school and tuitions it left not much time for a day, at least i've gone through something. then everyday spend 1 hour to practise my piano exam pieces. then sometimes a little nap in the afternoon. time is like 'zoom' in a click. sigh, super worry about the trials and spm. i got not enough time to prepare. argh. regret regret. nvm, start now better than never start. some more it's like many stuffs and activities in june and july. cry man.

okay okay, switch topic. lets talk about K. he called yesterday. i think we are better like this, friends. normal conversation. talk about things happening around us. some advices and stuffs. and then, that thingy about P, i've actually thought about what he said. though P might be like what we have discussed. but maybe i feel like, no harm if it's true also. cause i never expect anything to happen between us. it's probably just a slightly different way of keeping in touch. yup. or maybe to say that, i'm not that stupid either. lol. damn sleepy adi. yawnss.