i dont know why i was so angry last saturday. i just dont like the feeling and the way he behaved. yeah, obviously i knew he was unhappy. but i think he was just too sensitive. by the way this is not the main problem. its like, pls la, dont show your anger if u want to follow, dont follow if u dont feel like it. rite? i was angry either. till yesterday night, we debated about it. i was so angry when we were in this topic. but my mind keep reminding me that, it was not a big matter. in addition, i didnt find any good reason for myself to be that angry, or to complain about anything. nothing at all. im not supposed to feel that way. yea rite.

phew, everything has settled somehow. forget it.

now this coming saturday. im really worried that things could not go well. i think it's meaningless to let it remain in this condition and continue going. it went well every year. somehow i dont dare to imagine how will it be for this year. really will be like super weird if the whole thing left only singing category. cant be possible rite. somemore the participants are so few. can u imagine how's the scene, having so big place, having nice decorations, everything looks wow. and then.... things later on, cant even think of it. walau still saying want to invite idol? if can of course everyone wishes, but sometimes we just have to be more logic and rational rite. if the condition doesnt allow, then forget it. if everyone is so cooperate and willing to do their part more responsible, what's the problem man, go for it! but now, see what? sad to say that, no, not at all. we are totally not prepared. it will just end up embarrassing. i know my words might be too harsh, but i cant deny, this is the fact.

anyway, i'll go back to kota tinggi this saturday. the new born baby is one month old! so fast lor. will be meeting the big happy family again! and of course, saloon!! haha.

owh ya. i saw my damn super old friend yesterday at the bm seminar in UM. really super shocked when she suddenly appeared to say hi. i hesitated for a short second, recalling this familiar fair girl in my mind. shocked lor. we used to be quite good friend in primary school eh. mei syuen, haven seen her for 5 years adi ler. so kiu lor. she's still the same old face, the only change is her long hair. lol. what a good feeling to meet an old friend. =)